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- Weather: Cool - Clear night
- Quote: Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.
There has been alot of things on my mind. One in particular is about Tracy, she is my cousin through marriage and is only 42 years old. In the Fall she was diagnosed with brain tumors, but despite trying to have them removed and going through ALOT of chemo, she still had negative results. They moved her to Ohio near her mom and dad to a Hospice. She is failing daily and it just sucks. She knows she is dying, that is the worse part about it all. She was always so full of life and a cool person. 
I just hope she goes peacefully. Nobody wanted me to know about it because I was so anxious at the time, it made me a little mad.Depending on what happens with her, we are going to Big Bear this weekend, well actually Thursday evening or Friday morning. I am not thrilled at the idea because I think I will be stuck by myself because some of his friends from the fire hall and their families are going. They have a campsite there too. Also they have a hell of a party planned, kegs and all. Yippee....NOT. I also don't want to take the girls over there around all of that. Last year one of his friends was so drunk they was in the fire pit and didn't even realize it!
The other one has been having Anxiety bad and I tried to talk to him and tell him he needs to accept that is what is wrong, but it is a hard thing to believe no matter how many times you have it, or people try and convince you. I wish him luck.I have not heard from my Therapist yet, assuming she is mad because I cancelled Friday at the last minute. Humm... It is time for me to do something or watch tv, tired tired!!
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