Damn it is hot today!! Finally....

Last day of school was Tuesday, blah. This week has finally slowed down some, well kinda. Now I have to get things ready to go camping again...this stuff wears a person out.

There are usually arguments, disagreements, etc., but I like to go because of the atmosphere, the trees and surroundings. The fire doesn't rekindle anything, but itself. It does however make me think of another person that I love and feel present when I close my eyes..actually it is about the only place that makes me feel so close to them. The smell of the fire brings back memories, special memories. I will always love them with my heart and soul.

I went to the Doctor's the other day because I thought I had bronchitis, but  it is a sinus infection. They gave me antibiotics, which I did get the script filled for, but uhm well, I don't like to take things I never took before. I need to take them...I tell myself that, my mind won't listen. I lost 6 pounds too and wasn't even trying?!!! YAY, I think?! Maybe my Lexapro? I refuse to dwell on it...yeah right!

My Grandma hurt herself on Friday so I have been going there too daily to change her bandage. Her skin is so thin that she ripped a HUGE piece of it and had to go to the hospital, then a specialist on Monday. They thought they were going to have to do a skin graph on it, but that isn't the case. It looks so nasty and nobody else would change the dressing. Wimps! A few months ago was the first time in like 4 years I went to see her. She was sick and in the hospital. I have had grievances against her for believing something someone in my family who is an asshole told her about me that was a very big lie. That is what stopped me from visiting with her. I have came to terms with it all and put it behind me. She is the only Grandmother I have left. I was pretty close to her when I was younger, but not like my other grandmother. That is what made me realize I need to move forward and let bygones be bygones. You have one life, live it. Not everything is perfect. Anyways, a Nurse was supposed to start coming to do the dressing, which I am glad, but she did not come yesterday, not until Friday. It needs professional care, I have experience with it, but I would feel safer knowing that it is free from infection and things.
Oh, nothing keeps her down.. she is going to be 92 in October, feistiest woman you could ever meet. She still does yard work and everything. She told me that she refuses to stay down because that will be the end for her. To bad other elderly people don't feel that way.

Enough gabbing for now. I have to do laundry.










XOX u

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